Jeff & Katy! Downtown Fresno Engagement Session

Honestly what can I say about these two. If you have followed my work you have probably seen some of Jeff’s stuff on my site. He is the founder and owner of New Color Clothing. I have shot a few of the seasons for him, but more than that this guy is an old time friend from our middle school days. We spent years together on the track team and fast forward to college, we are both doing creative things. During our track days there was this one girl, another jumper from a school in our area. I remember being with Jeff and he thought this girl was gorgeous. It helped that she was a pretty dang good long jumper in her own right too. She definitely had caught our eye, but especially Jeff’s.

That girl turned out to be Katy.

I love these two so much. You really can’t help but love them. Anyone who knows them will attest to that. I have had the pleasure of knowing them as a couple for the past few years and can’t say enough good things about them. They are HUGE goofballs. Hopefully that comes across in some of the photographs. But when I heard they were getting engaged. I was incredibly happy for both of them. These two have been through a lot. Together and individually. They are both beautiful people inside and out because of it. You can be sure you will leave smiling whenever you are around these two.

Now that I have said my piece, I’ll quit with all the mushy stuff. That’s probably the nicest I have been to Jeff in all these years so I better stop now. And considering he raised the bar for the rest of us men with his crazy creative and awesome proposal video I should stop being so nice. Anyway here are there engagement pictures!!!

I cannot wait for the wedding. Congrats you two. Love you guys. Hope you all enjoyed the images!

Gabrielle & Katherine | portfolio update


This really was one of those sessions that time just flew by. Gabrielle, an agency model who has become a good friend contacted me for a portfolio update. I always love shooting with her because on top of being a model she is a budding photographer as well. So I can geek out a bit and explain my process and philosophy with her. Our next obstacle was makeup and hair. Gabby contacted a MUA she had worked with in the past, Katherine.  Katherine as you will come to see is a lighthearted person whose smile is infectious. Let me tell you she also knows her stuff.

The above image is one of my favorites of the year. We had a few goals in mind for the girls as to get what they needed, but the above image was one for me. I love the look of wonder, the cold, the hint of sadness that I see in it. There are just some images that hit home with you and echo how you either feel or have felt and this image does that for me. I also tend to be a sucker for black and white images too.

Honestly this shoot could not have been easier for me. Surrounded by great people, we set out with some great light on a COLD evening. I am soo thankful for Katherine, Gabrielle, & Stephen all helping out and weathering the cold with me! Here are some of our images!


Mila – Newborn

Being a freelance portrait photographer I get to photograph a wide variety of subjects. This last weekend I was asked to photograph a good friend of mine’s newborn. For me this is uncharted territory. I like to think I am decent at portraits of adults, even teens. Melancholy and emotive work is my specialty that I love to create. But a newborn? Totally different ball game. The thing is, I loved it. Not because it was easier or harder. Because it opened my eyes. I spent the day with the lovely couple while they got ready and got a glimpse at what their life is like. Halfway through the shoot it hit me. “Dude, you are a dad,” was what I said to my friend Steven as we walked down the hall. It made me thankful and grateful to be with old friends. It also showed me that regardless of wherever you are in your life, everyone has struggles. Everyone is struggling to get somewhere, to become someone, but we all have reasons to be grateful.

I want to congratulate Steven & Lauren again on their beautiful little girl, Mila. Also I cannot be more appreciative of them including me and getting to hangout with some old friends that day. Anyway before I get all mushy on you all, here are some of our shots from the day. 

The Silent Suffering


These days I have been immersed in deep thought. I am a very pensive person by nature. These last few years I have been plagued by the question of what do I want to do in the next ten years. How do I want to lead a fulfilling life? Do I devote myself to one thing, one passion entirely? How do I want to make a difference? To be honest the answers to these questions are always evolving and changing, at least for me. What’s more is, I have learned that I am happier NOT devoting myself to just one passion, but rather keeping all my passions in music, fitness, health, art. and if possible combining them whenever I can.

Something that I am rather passionate about and that has become a bit of a buzz-word topic in America is mental health. Words like anxiety, depression and suicide are becoming increasingly more prevalent today. Whether it is in the news or print. But these words are more than just words. They are and can be debilitating feelings and ways of thinking that people have been dealing with for a whole lot longer than we have been talking about them. The problem is that people are only willing to talk about it when it is too late. Because it’s taboo. People might think you are crazy. You have issues. You aren’t perfect. Not as perfect as everyone else seems on social media. Where we all put forward our best foot. Leading to this pressure to be perfect. To look beautiful. To show how exciting, and amazing our lives are. How much we party. Etc. etc. This is what we are raising a generation on.


Well I want to talk about it. Why? Because I have been through it. I have had anxiety. I have been depressed. I want to bring awareness to it. To mental health. To maybe slowly break this stigma that it SHOULDN’T be talked about. That it should be swept under the rug. I have been there and come out the other side. And eventually you learn to accept your flaws and even embrace them. So let’s talk about it. Because these are feelings that all of us feel. We can all relate. Some just feel them more intensely than others. Let’s bring awareness to this growing issue of mental health in our society. And I want to do that in one of the only ways I know how. Through pictures.


This is a project that I have been silently shooting for years without even knowing it. What better way then to start with myself. My journey with it began one evening when I came home from the gym. It was nearing Christmas and my first semester as a college student had ended. Eighteen units of biology, a family that had found out it had been touched by cancer for a second time, and I hadn’t even dealt with the first, among other things, culminated to my first panic attack. It was a long journey, but I can honestly say I am better of for it. I understand myself so much more and have become extremely empathetic and sensitive to others feelings because of my experience.

The above photographs are self portraits shot over a couple years that really just fall into this project perfectly. I want to bring awareness to mental health issues by showing what it looks like, and more importantly, what it feels like. Most importantly my goal is to show others that you aren’t alone and that you are not crazy. That these are feelings we all feel and go through. We all hurt. We all get nervous. Breathe quickly. Hearts race. Worry. Think negatively. At some point we all feel alone. But we aren’t.

I hope to do this through portraits of real people who have been and are currently going through what so many of us go through.

This is Lindsay. She has been there. I like to think that it is never really something that we truly overcome. Rather we learn to accept who we are and how to take better care of ourselves. She is a beautiful, very intelligent person and I am soo appreciative of her willingness to kick off this project of mine. I hope the photographs do most of the talking. Thank you Lindsay.




I hope that this may bring someone, somewhere some comfort. Knowing that what you feel doesn’t make you insane. That talking about it to friends, family, a therapist, will do you more good than you realize. So let’s talk about it. We don’t have to go through it alone. Let’s not be silent.



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December 12, 2014 - 11:26 pm

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